Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: . Do you believe in God, sir?
Robert Langdon: Father, I simply believe that religion...
Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: I did not ask if you believe what man says about God. I asked if you believe in God.
Robert Langdon: I'm an academic. My mind tells me I will never understand God.
Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: And your heart?
Robert Langdon: Tells me I'm not meant to. Faith is a gift that I have yet to receive.
(Robert Langdon, Camerlengo Patrick McKenna ~ Angel and Demon, Dan Brown)
Or in my case. God has taken away the gift from me. Too many failures, and I can't receive all together in the same time. This time I totally lost my self. I feel like, God has left me.
My last hope, God please, save me, save my faith, if You there, if You still love me.
I beg You.